"I'd tell you if I knew," Lucy says, instinctively leaning her head against his shoulder when he pulls her closer. She's not sure, really, how any of this happened, even as she feels like she should have seen it coming. Even this — the fact that Brian has come to feel almost as much like family as her own brother does — she couldn't pinpoint a cause or a time for. With as much of a fucking mess as everything is, she's more grateful for that, too, than she would have expected to be. "I don't know where we go from here, either."